Today I can now officially finally, tearfully draw a line on the past year. Today marks the day that MY internet in MY house went live. I am currently writing this blog post sitting on MY sofa in my living room and I cannot explain how grateful and appreciative I am for this part of my life to be over.
I have learnt so much in this time, about myself, about my children, about how much you can and can’t rely on other people and the only person that really has the ability to change your life is yourself with your own mind set and motivation I have accomplished so much this year and with a great amount of support from others.
On 21st September I was rehoused by the council into my very own home, after being with the Salvation Army since March. I am so grateful that they kept the boys and I safe and with a roof over our heads.
The boys have their own rooms and we have a garden big enough for friends to play. It was only the other day I was sat watching them out of my window whilst they played with neighbours children and just really taking in how far we have all come.
Don’t get me wrong their are always hurdles to jump and things to work through but thats the whole point of living. I feel like we’ve got through the time in our lives where we were surviving and now we are surviving and thriving and that feels immense.
This month has been spent making a beautiful shell into a beautiful and homely home, the best thing about this is learning our new normal. I wake up everyday amazed that this is my home and this is my life.
I want you all to please really feel if you are at a low place that you can and will get through it, believe it and you will achieve it. Now to work on my next goals and get a printer so I can start on my vision board. I absolutely cannot wait to get all of my things back, get my hippie on every day. Hone in my Law of attraction universe witch vibes and see where this life can really take me and my amazing boys!
The line has been drawn. I’m ready, bring it on! Lets do this!!!